So Sunday was a good day. I ended up having my parents over to watch the game. I made some wings, sandwiches and had veggies fruit and cheeses to much on before and after dinner. I stuck to the fruits and veggies to keep my intake at "0" so to speak.
Yesterday was an awesome day. I bought Hydroxycut Max the day before and replenished my Waterex. I managed to lose 3lbs yesterday (137-134) I know it was all water weight but it was a great thing to see. Yesterday I had a total intake of 200.
So that's been the good part of my week.
Have you ever found that the moment things start going well, life has some crazy way to go F you and just screw you over? Well I do, at least. Remember a few weeks ago, the e-mail that I got from that crazy bitch about D cheating on me? Well it seemslike they went to his boss and he's being investigated for sexual harassment. He has been suspended indefinitely, without pay, pending investigation. He may not have a job by next week, so our vacation is also suspended.
This company keeps fucking us over time and time again. We have worked our asses off, working shitty shifts and missing out on a lot of personal and social events in our lives. I'm so worried about D. He's trying to put on a brave face, but I know he's really scared. He has been with the company for 10 years and he is about to lose everything he's worked for to get to where he's gotten to. I wish there was something I can do.
Today I didn't eat anything but I also didn't bring food with me to work. When I got home, I binged. Within a period of 15 mins, I had bread and spinach dip, chips, noodles and beef in black bean sauce, and brussle sprouts in butter (green giant steamers). I know that I'll be right back at 137. I know I ruined my success of just yesterday.
Well anyways, I thought this post was going to be a lot longer, but I'm so stressed and confused and feel too guilty to really write any more.
I hope all of you lovelies are doing well and are having better weeks than I am having.