Thanks ladies for your comments. I've decided that I'm going to try to put a whatever little money away that I can each pay to slowly start saving up for this program. It's quite pricey. I'm still having trouble finding the motivation to do a really substantial workout at home. Doing one on my TV is not encouraging because I don't want my neighbours to see. My living area is right across from my front door and everyone can see in (still trying to find something to cover that window) and we only have sheers on the back windows. Other than that I don't have much space to work out in other than the basement. But I seem to get lost when I don't have much of a guide from a DVD or equipent. So this is an ongoing battle which I definitely need to improve and win.
I'm really hoping that D hears back soon. I will be so happy once things become stable again.
In the meantime of all of this, I'm going to be starting up on the Hydroxycut Max again. I had some success while I was on it back in February, and I've given my body about a month of time off of it. It will definitely help me with my energy at work. It will be a great little boost.
Anyways, off to work on my resume some more and apply to more jobs.