Do you ever find yourself in a funk and end up thinking back to "when times were better??"
I get like that a lot.
It's like there is always something I'm unsatisfied with. Or if I did something differently in my past where would I be now? Would I be more successful? Would I be happier? Would I have achieved what I thought I would?
I always feel dissatisfied with something going on. I never really know how to be 100% happy.
Sometimes, I even think to the bad things in my past and dwell on where I would be if I hadn't changed things.
I alway seem to pull on the negative. Never the positive. I'm always comparing myself to others, their successes and achievements. I never know why I do these things. I'm not resentful of others nor do I wish them unwell.
But I'm alway asking myself, why them and not me?
I don't know.
You can ignore my verbal diarrhea.
I just have to put it down somewhere.