So I finally bought myself a scale and I am still hovering at about the 137 spot. Mind you, I have been eating like a pig the last few weeks. So it only makes sense that I weight like one. I guess that I'm just getting stressed over everything that I'm turning to food.
Yesterday, I spent the day with my mom just hanging out and helping her around the house. At some point during the day I must have pulled something in my back, because now I can barely move. All I can do is lie down. It's really discouraging because I really want to get to the gym or go for a walk. I just need to get moving again, I'm not active enough anymore.
I'm still looking into French classes. I haven't yet found any that seem like the right ones. I have been told that one of the colleges in town does night courses. So that's my next avenue to go down.
I'm having my birthday in 2 weeks. I hope my back un-seizes in the next couple of days so I can get to the gym. I want to at least get back down to 134 so I'm not so bloated. I know it's totally doable and I know I could probably get down a little lower. I know that my clothes at least fit a lot better when I'm 3lbs lighter. So that's my goal. Just to make my clothes fit again and then I will really crack down. I hope to be able to finally move over this bump (read mountain).
I need to talk to D about keeing junk food out of the house. I've started to get better. I don't cave and get a pastry when I go to get a coffee and I'm eating a lot more fruits and veggies instead of breads and other carbs. My plan is to make a set weekly meal plan. No to very little breads and lots of protein and veggies. Not necessarily no carb or low carb but no refined flours and such. Also, I will make a point of posting at least 3 times a week. I'm really starting to miss writing down my thoughts. I want to get back into the community. I miss all of you terribly much.
On a good note, I bought D and me tickets to the Prince concert. It's part of his Christmas present and Prince is one of his favourite pop artists. I thin it's going to be a great show. We have nose-bleed seats but I can say I've seen Prince live!
Anyways, back to lumping on the couch. I miss you all!