Tuesday, October 4, 2011

I hate my body.
I hate my job.
I hate my life.

What else is new?

Nothing really. All I want to do is curl up into a ball and just disappear. No one would notice, really. I'm not even a blip in this world. Why should I even bother now? I'm almost at top scale at my job. I'm only a year away, and then another 6 months until I start getting bonuses. Why should I look elsewhere.

I'm almost 5 years out of school with nothing to show for it. Soon I'll be totally undesirable and I won't get out of here. So why bother now. I'm always tired I have no more drive to push I might as well just give up.

Sent wirelessly from my BlackBerry device on the Bell network.
Envoyé sans fil par mon terminal mobile BlackBerry sur le réseau de Bell.


  1. A lot of us are struggling right now. You are not alone. Hang in there.

  2. Don't give up. A lot of us are in the same boat, after so many years of school it's so hard (and feels impossible) to find a decent job. Hang in there.